stop and think

have u ever stop for a moment and actually think about your life?
to actually look back at your life,what have you achieved so far?
have you lived your long time dream by now?
well, i did. in a bus,on my way back to Malacca.
looking out the window, seeing everything soo clearly, the trees, the houses, the sun..everything..
my minds starts to wander, as if i can see flashes of my life in front of me.
asking myself, this 22 years of life, what have i achieved?
i felt like there's a lot of things i want to do, im still far back from getting what i want.
but i do felt like i've grown over the years, experienced life well enough to know life isn't always what it seems..
over the years, im still learning about myself, everyday seems like a quest of finding myself, who i am.
searching deep,clueless, looking for hints..
sometimes, it felt like an interesting mind game to think about it..
people say you haven't lived until you experienced love,pain,and suffering.
i'll say you haven't lived until you know who you really are, its not right, when outsiders knows you better than you know yourself..
making you vulnerable for others to get a hold of your life.
you should be in control of your own life, you have the power..you are life..:)
its good to take a moment, and just stop, let the world around you stop for YOU to think..
so that you can correct the flaws, and be a much better person each day..
change your weakness into strength,change tears into smile and laughter.
if you believe you can, then you can..LOVE yourself before YOU LOVE others.
im still searching, learning, COME, LEARN WITH ME..:)