the beginning of 2011!!

hye2!! new post on 1st of january 2011..waahh, cepatnyer masa berlalu kan..
kelip2 mate dh hbs setahun, 2010 dh tukar jd 2011..unbelievable.
so, selalunyer tradisi melangkah ke tahun baru, mostly, people tend to look back on their lives the previous year..
macam, recaps la, for instance, last year 2010, what sort of achievement we had?
what sort of greatest higlights of 2010?
and then, entering 2011, terpikir plak, last year, 1st january 2010, ade buat resolutions gak..
hurm, agaknyer tercapai tak azam2 untuk 2010? check2 list, alamak!! ade lgi yg tak kesampaian..
hehe, selalu tak jd macam tue kengkawan??
akibatnyer, azam2 2010, carry forward ke 2011..end of the year, carry forward plak 2012..haishh
thats why org rs, azam2 tahun baru tak relevant pn actually..
bunkankah lg baik, klu kite buat daily resolutions rather than yearly resolutions..
through that, kite tak de rs macam its an obligation to fullfill that resolution as an expectation to be completed..
maklumlah, kite hanya merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan..
it can go wrong sometimes, bukannyer kite boleh elak musibah2 yang jadi,..betul tak?
i find that people would stressed over resolution, marking their failure of the previous year, if they failed to achieved what they've targeted early in the year..
build up yourself, usaha lebih gigih, just go with flow la lg better..
jangan pulun sangat, nnt klu tak dapat frust menonggeng! heheh..


Bab celebrate new year!!

korg celebrate macam mane??? ngn frens or family?
ktorg bertiga, Syaz, Sonia and i went out for a movie yesterday..
tgk The Tourist..a great movie..of course, Johnny Depp and Angelina Jolie beb, mau tak best!!
31st december 2010, started a bit gloomy for us..why??
hehe, sebab, it marks we're gonna be a year older than last year.
23 for Syaz and I and 25 for Sonia.
Syaz January, org febuary!! damn2, cepatnyer TUA!
tak percaye je dh menjangkau usia 23..OH MY GOD..nape rs macam budak2 lg eh?
perangai xde langsung menunjukkan kedewasaan diri sendiri..
badan, ketinggian mmg OFF la, kecik terbantut..T___T
kematangan pergh!! lagilah OFF..weng2 lg otak okeh..
so, macam mane gayenyer teman nk buat rope org beso? hesh..hesh..

RESOLUTION??

okeh, ape saje yang dah dikurniakan Allah, kite embrace saje lah ok, kengkawan2..
ape yg kite boleh buat:
a) cuba improve diri kite, jd lg baik dr dulu..klu last year, habit buruk2, this year, buang2lah habit tue
b) jd lagi berani untuk mencapai ape saje impian or target.tak kire la daily target or yearly target.asalkan ade, just to spark up our year!
c) cuba jadi seorg yg lebih penyabar.klu macam aku, last year PANAS BARAN, ala, sepanjang mase je leh meletup. aku nk cuba buang perangai cepat marah..
d) perbaiki ape saje kekurangan..baik dr segi perhubungan ataupun behaviour..klu dlu malas, 2011 cubalah rajin2 kan diri..thats what i intend to do..InsyaAllah..dgn izinNya..

haaa...tak salah jugak klu kite ambik iktibar pengalaman2 pahit manis yang kite lalui tahun lepas..
ye lah, bab kate org2 tua, (senior2 kite laa), "experience teaches us life"
So, why not take last year's experience as a stepping stone to make a much better experience for this year??? tak salah kan?

2,3 hari lepas, org ade gak pikir2, ape agaknyer yang org nk buat tahun 2011 nih..
hehe, wanna know??
1) org nk tukar spectacles BARU
2) nk tukar HANDPHONE BARU
3) nk beli BAJU BARU
4) nk KASUT BARU
5) nk JEANS BARU

hehe, melampau sangat kan!!
tahun baru jer, sume nak nk baru laaa..mengade sangat2..ni lah, childish thinking org..me, FATIN LIYANA BT MEOR HAMZAH..:(
aku kan perasan bapak aku ade kilang cop duit..hahahha..
tp, last2 list jd pendek..dh sedar diri la katekan..:P,so, things that i really need this year??
1) new specs sebab spec lame nk senget, longgar, probably jugak power dh sikit NAIK..;(
2) baju baru, sebab dh lame xbeli baju, aku xreti beli baju actually, tapi giler jeans, end suar banyak, baju nk pakai tak de..:P

kannn, pendek kan list wa...2 benda nih org rs essential tuk tahun baru nih..:)
yg lain2 tuh, tggu la dulu..ade rezeki, dapatla kkot..:)

ala, ni baru bulan january, ade lg 11 bulan, a lot of time to think, to plan..slowly la..don't rush..
yipppeeee!!!

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Weng..weng...

hallu..hallu...
selalu tak dengar org ckp, "time flies when you have great company by ur side"?
tak pun, selalu tak terjadi, korg lepak2, sembang2 ngn kawan2, smpai tak dengar mase berlalu dgn pantasnyer..
macam, erm, contoh, kelas habis kol 10 am, pastu on the way nk blk rumah, terserempak ngn kawan..pastu di ajak la plak pegi makan, breakfast or lunch ker laa..
sambil makan sambil chitchat, konon lama tak jumpe, byk la cite nk expose, nak gosip..^__*
sembang punye sembang tak sedar dh 3 jam duduk kt foodcourt, makan tak jugak hbs2 di makan..ish2..
pastu mule la berdialog dgn siri sendiri.."eh, biar betol?? lamenyer aku lepak, rs cm br 20 minit je td? patutla bontot rs kebas, rupernyer dh 3 jam tak gerak2"..hehehhe, konon begitu la dialognyer..
tak pun, klu girls, selalu sleepover laa, plan2 nk buat assignment same2, nk siapkan mlm tue jugak..KONON lah kan,..
mule2 ye la, gigih nih buat assignment, cari info kt google, yahoo nih..cm ne nk buat soklan yg cam GABAN!
semangat berkobar2, pastu lepas 2 jam, tak jumpe2 info yg bernas or membantu, trus semangat jd LEMAU..malas, give up..penat..
heheh, bukak la tv, PERGHH, ade plak movie best2, contohnyer, semlm kt Tv 2, cite Transformers..argghhh, layan sangat dowh..
hehe, assignment pun tukar jd ASS-IGNMENT..khusyuk tgk tv, eyes glued on the screen..
dh hbs movie, sambung blk buat assignment, sambil2 sembang..
lame2, conversation got intense, luahan hati bagai..hahhahah
lame2 assignment di tnggalkan..
and then tetibe perut berbunyi, oopppss..LAPAR..
jam dh kol 1.30 am, hurm, tp, mmg dh lapar tahap GABAN..
so, pantas ajer jari mendial MCDONALD DELIVERY!!
heheh, 20 minit mcd sampai, mkn2,
sambung blk sembang, jeling2 tgk jam dinding pergh dh kol 6 am, 15 minit pastu,
berkumandang bunyi azan..hehe,
last2 lepas solat br tdo..kol 9 am, dh kne bgn..
tp, ajaibnyer tak rs penat,
maybe sebabnyer, we spent the whole night with the people we care about, that we get along just fine with..
lain la klu dgn org yg kite tak suke, benci, 5 minit dgn die pun tak tahan..sepatah je kuar dr mulut die kte dh selamat ke SLUMBERLAND...hehehhehehehehhe

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its Nokia C3..available in 3 colours,blue, hot pink n silver
damn, i want it really!!!!
its RM 499-RM 520
it has WiFi, 2 megapixel camera
fb,twitter apps, and so much more..
with that much of features, less than RM 600, its reasonable!
hurm, hv to wait patiently before i can get my hands on it..

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25 things about ME..
hurm...hurmm...ape yer?? ntah la xtau nk letak ape..ni MIMI pny pasal la..
aiyo..aiyo..hehehe..
ok lah..aku bedal je laa yer..

1) nama saye fatin liyana bt meor hamzah..mmeber panggil ATEN..:)

2) wa suke MAKAN!!! hello!! org giler je yg xsuke makan lah..even models loves to eat..difference is they eat healthily..:P

3) im a chilli addict..yes2, i love spice! wa boleh terliur tgk cili padi weih..serius..:P

4) wa obses ngn cheese..i love anything with cheese in it..or on it..:)

5) sekarang wa ngh imagine pegi shopping..hehehe, sebab wa ngh bosan

6) kdg2 wa panas baran..so, klu wa marah, baik korg jn dtg dekat..demi keselamatan anda..:P

7) adeh2, penat dh pikr..ape lg ek?? haaaa, wa ngh dgr lagu korea..KPOP ROCKS!

8) mlm ni wa ade kls mlm..T__T

9) wa suke pkai jeans..haha, senang melangkah..

10) wa suke tgk korean drama, ble dpt tgk, xkn berganjak walau sesaat..

11) wa xsuke reptilia..GELI!!

12) teruja ble tgk sayur2..SEDAP!!!

13) suke masak..tp, xde la pandai masak sgt pn..cukup2 tuk mkn je..:P

14) haa, wa orgnyer giler2..mmbr2 wa leh tahan ngn wa sbb dorg pn 1 kepale ngn wa..:P

15) wa asl dr IPOH,PERAK

16) anak bongsu dr 4 beradik..tp, AWAS WA BKN ANAK MANJE..aku sepuk sape kte aku manje!

17) wa xsuke g jmp doktor..klu sakit, tnggung sendiri je..hee

18) YAALLAH, br no 18???

19) wa rabun jauh, pkai spec dr primary school g dhh..(cm lame je fact nih)

20) aduh, sakit belakang!!

21) *mysteric..mysteric..*

22) arghhh!!! KPOP!!!

23) nak makan........(puasa ganti la plak)

24) xsuke matahari panas!

25) nak tidooooooooooo...byeee....

eh..eh..dah xde lg dh...hahhaa..yeay!!

stop and think

have u ever stop for a moment and actually think about your life?
to actually look back at your life,what have you achieved so far?
have you lived your long time dream by now?
well, i did. in a bus,on my way back to Malacca.
looking out the window, seeing everything soo clearly, the trees, the houses, the sun..everything..
my minds starts to wander, as if i can see flashes of my life in front of me.
asking myself, this 22 years of life, what have i achieved?
i felt like there's a lot of things i want to do, im still far back from getting what i want.
but i do felt like i've grown over the years, experienced life well enough to know life isn't always what it seems..
over the years, im still learning about myself, everyday seems like a quest of finding myself, who i am.
searching deep,clueless, looking for hints..
sometimes, it felt like an interesting mind game to think about it..
people say you haven't lived until you experienced love,pain,and suffering.
i'll say you haven't lived until you know who you really are, its not right, when outsiders knows you better than you know yourself..
making you vulnerable for others to get a hold of your life.
you should be in control of your own life, you have the power..you are life..:)
its good to take a moment, and just stop, let the world around you stop for YOU to think..
so that you can correct the flaws, and be a much better person each day..
change your weakness into strength,change tears into smile and laughter.
if you believe you can, then you can..LOVE yourself before YOU LOVE others.
im still searching, learning, COME, LEARN WITH ME..:)

holidays overrrrr!!

salam...:)
im back in malacca after one week of holiday!
dr ipoh nk ke kl,berat btol hati nk berangkat..almost teared up on d bus, ble tgk papa,mama makin lame makin jauh..
susah hati ble nk blk melaka..rs cm dh xnk blk lg dh, nk duduk terperuk kt hometown..
but i'll be stupid if i did..sikit je lg nk habiskan degree..can't give up now can i??
must finish what i've started,no matter what, no matter how long it takes..
i won't be a loser,i wanna be a winner in my own battle..:),sape lg nk buat, klu bkn diri sendiri,right?
so, walaupun perit, tp, pkir positifla kan..mane la tau, susah2 sekarang, senang2 kemudian..
hehehe..kne tanam semangat dlm diri sendiri blk, top up blk ape yg kurang, perbaiki kelemahan..
perbaiki amal2 ibadat sebab itu yg penting untuk dpt keberkatan dr Allah..
ble ade berkat, br sume bnd kite buat berjalan lancar, klu xde berkat, itu yg asyik tersangkut2 mcm kereta rosak..:)
sOOoooOO, mari kite berusaha same2..chaiyok2!!!

MisSing YoU

naaaa...missing you?? miss sapekah?^_*
bukan2, bukan miss boyfriend..ngeh2, sebab wa takde boyfriend..T__T
tapi, wa tak kisah, sebab wa ade kawan2 yg sangat best!!
kawan2 wa comel2, manis2, baik2, wa syg kawan2 wa sangat2..
aik, asl burok beno membahasekan diri nih..tukar2 "wa" pd "org".heeheee..;)
okeh, start dr mule..get set..ready..GOOOOO...weeet..weeet..
macam nie cite dier..
pagi tadi..eh2, bukan2, mlm tadi laa, org tunggu2 la jugak kawan2 org, aka girlfriends org kate nk dtg lepak rumah ktorg..
tapi, alamatnyer, org terlelap la kol 8 lebih dh mimpi dah..
dorg pn tak jadi datang,..takde khabar berita pn..:P sedeyh!!!!!!wa kecewaaaaa!(ops, terlebeh plak emonyer)..takpe2, wa tetap syg korg!
p/s: cik ANIS ADILLA,SHERLIZA HILMIY,memang selalu jadi gini, kate nk dtg, tp tak dtg..
hampeh tol, INGAT!! WA TUNTUT GAK 3 LARGE MCVALUE MEAL SET!!!!
hehee..
cik WAN SYAMIMI AIMI, minggu ni br jumpe kt kelas..suke..suke sangat!!
sebab ape? haaaaa, sebab minah sorg nih, she's like my happy trigger..
huh??? ape tue?? hehe, what i meant was, bile jumpe die, automatic happy.
just dengar her laughter pun kite jd happy..(aiyob2, jn pikir bukan2)
she's a friend, who you can count on whenever you got a problem..she's the one you can lean on,
she's the one you look for when you need someone to listen to your problem.
minah nih, wa tell you, can make you laugh like hell, tgk gelagat je dh cukup..
kadang2 sebab kan kawan2..org leh gelak sorg2 sampai nangis2..
kawanku..SYAZANA,SONIA ANIS ADILLA, SHERLIZA HILMIY, WAN SYAMIMI AIMI..
i love you gurls soo much..
you're the only reason y i can still bare living in melaka..

ANIS ADILLA, haa, minah nih mmg leh jd the light of a party!!
she can light up a boring scenario in no time!!
with her wits and jokes, surely leave you laughing on the floor..
anis is soo full wisdom and courage..
when im feeling down sometimes, her words usually what keeps me going on..
seeing her confidence and courage in whatever she does, buatkan org rs berani nk cuba something new..
and be bold in what i do..

SHERLIZA HILMIY..bestbuddy to ANIS ADILLA..
combination of both..complete hiatus!!
hahah, good kind of chaos la..
sorang kecoh, sorg tukang tambah kecoh..so, you sum up everything, see what you get??
anis suke buat lawak KUNING, jaja, konon malu2, (padahal tukang add up)
ble dorg team up, memang boleh gelak mati arghh..owh!!
klu WAN SYAMIMI AIMI team up dgn dorg lg la...
silap2 boleh masuk emergency room sbb pecah perut gelak!

SONIA ~my weird twin..
twin?? hehe, twin yg beza umur, beza race, beza sumenyer..
tp, we think a like, we like almost the same thing, we've got the same style..
hurm, but we're totally opposite..
ok, org sendiri confused, but thats we are..:P
only SONIA and I can understand..
owh2, ktorg same2 panas baran, combination of both..~DANGEROUS VOLCANO waiting to explode..wahwahwah..

SYAZANA~sweetest thing ever!!
minah kecik nih, eeeee...kecik,sweet sgt, sometimes i can pinch her to death..
ok2, takde la sampai nk bg mati anak dara org..ehehhe
die ni agak penyabar gak laa...(she's like a twin to WAN SYAMIMI AIMI)
mcm org twin ngn SONIA la..:P
she's someone i can layan kpop with 24/7!
i can go crazy like SUPER crazy with her 24/7
she's soo cute when she's in LOVE..hahah..
i like teasing her, its fun!(jn mara arh syazzy..;)

soo!!!! actually byk benda nk cite pasal dorg2 nih, tp, penat laa..setahun pn xhbs cite..
sebab dorg, org tgk album2 gmbr lm lepak ramai2 pn leh emo..sayu..
hehehhe, they're like a treasure i've been spending my whole life diving under the sea, climbing mountains, searching the woods for..
friends that are one in million..
wahh, not even words can describe how valueable they are to me..
geezz, even if i try, i can't seem to find words for them..
to describe how thankful i am for having them in my life..
walaupun kadang2 org ni burok perangai, panas baran,dorg still accept me for who i am..
never question y i am who i am, always give me great advise to keep me going..
apart from family, they're the closest thing i hold dearly in my heart..
muahhh..hopefully, kite leh kawan sampai hujung nyawa..:)

PANASSSSSS

Cuaca...ohhhh..cuaca..
apelah nak jadi dgn cuaca sekarang nih kan??
hari2 matahari terik aje..
angin sepoi2 bahasa pun tak de..
bahangnyer MasyaAllah, membakar sungguh..
nak g kelas pun rs malas sebab nak kena jln bwh matahari yg terik yg amat..
sampai campus mst lenjun peluh..tak sukeeeeeeeeee!!
nasib baik hari ni, rabu tak de kelas..bahang die lain macam, baju jemur sekejap je dh kering..
duduk rumah jer, 3 liter air dh telan, tak jugak kurang panasnyer..
huhuuhu..sedih2, nk blik ipoh, rumah ipoh ade aircond!!
haishhhhhhhhhh!!!

oatmeal mask..

hye2..salam..
haaa, tau tak oat boleh buat jd masker untuk muke?
mst korg ingat org ni mereng ke ape kn..
ade plak oat yg kite slalu mkn ngn susu pagi2, nk letak kt muka plak
haa, betol, oat nih elok untuk di jadikan masker..
jimat, lagi selamat..
senang plak tueh, cuma perlukan 2,3 sudu oat yg instant biasa tu, air panas,madu
cmpur oat ngn air panas, n madu,
gaul2 smpai sebati, make sure cleanse your face before putting it on.
gosok2 pada muka, it acts as a mild exfoliant..
madu plak sebagai natural moisturizer.
dh gosok2, biar kering..
bile die kering kn, rs cm kite pakai natural botox!
dh kering, cuci muka smpai bersih
apply la a bit of moisturizer
your skin should feel clean, smooth and fresh..:)
selamat mencuba!!

lapar..lapar..

huhuhu...tengah2 malam mcm ni la craving nak mkn macam2..
dh la hujan, sejuk, memang haruslah lapar kan..
tgk tv plak, byk je iklan psl makanan, kfc la, pizza laa, ape laaaaaa!!
huhuhu, tp kan, skg nih, betul2 craving nak mkn sushi, dgn korean food..
kimchi wahhhh!! last entry dh cite dh psl kimchi nih..
sedap wooo, maybe for some, the smell would be a turn off, but i kinda like it
^^!,bab kate mama, org nih lain dr yg lain, suke mkn yg pelik2..
well, for me it isnt that weird of a food..:)
whatever laah, janji wa suke! lalalla
nih telan air je laa, nk kasi kenyang sementara tgk movie..wawawa

korean food..

korean food, one of my favourite food i love to have..
what i love about it, is that, it's simple, colourful, and delicious.

my ultimat favourite dish, is kimchi..
kimchi is fermented cabbage,with chili,shrimp paste.
its sour, sweet,spicy all at the same time.
can be eaten on its own, or, with rice,cabbage wrapped with beef etc.
its a versatile dish,if u ask me..:)

this is how it looks like
kimchi!!!

there are other dish that i love to have when i went to a korean restaurant..
for example bulgogi.
bulgogi is marinated beef of chicken, grilled on a steaming hot plate.
served with a bowl of rice, and sauted vegetables.
it tastes heavenly..:P

bulgogi beef

oh..oh..kimchi can also be used as a side dish,
what i usually do is, i add it into my fried rice.
a simple fried rice with egg, added up with cut up kimchi.
i also like to add it into my noodles..
like kimchi ramen, but different twist, instead of using korean ramen,
i used curry maggi..surely it taste about the same..^^!

bokkeumbap(kimchi fried rice)

kimchi ramen

bibimbap

bibimbap is a dish, served in a hot plate,
combination of variety of vegetables, egg,kimchi, and marinated beef of chicken
its like DIY fried rice, because it is served in a very hot bowl, or plate.
u stir the rice with all the ingredients urself, plus the raw egg on top.
its simply delicious..>.oh, i really want one right now..
my stomache is practically growling for food..:(

more than blue

more than blue (2009)

kwon sang woo and lee bo-young

haaa, MORE THAN BLUE..agak2 mst korg dh pikir benda lain kan tgk title atas td kn..
hehe, ini actually title sebuah korean movie nih..gmbar yg first skli kt atas tu..
movie ni sangat..sangatlaa meruntuh hati seseorang, baik lelaki ataupun perempuan(lelaki yg berhati sentimental, bkn ehem2 harapnyer)
ok, drp cakap meleret je, baik org terangkan sikit pasal movie ni, since, mesti korg xtau menahu pasal movie ni kan..
cite die mcm ni, watak Kwon Sang Woo sebagai K, while Lee Bo-YOung sebagai Cream..
dorg berdua orphan, ending up staying together since highschool..
dlm diam, dorg nih cinta ssatu sama lain, tp, K nih, sakit cancer and dying just like his father was..So, die hides his feelings, pas2, die sedaya upaya sembunyikan penyakit drp Cream.
sayang punya pasal, die sanggup carikan "perfect guy" untuk Cream, so that the guy boleh jage Cream bile K mati nanti.
Cream, pd mulanyer tak tau pun pasal K's condition. Die dpt tau, ble die jumpa pil yg K selalu mkn,for his pain, ble doktor explain kt Cream, what the pills were for..
Cream, demi nk fullfill K's wish, die pn berkenalan dgn Dr Cha Joo Hwan, doktor gigi yg famous, kaya, sihat.Dorg kahwin,Cream buat untuk K.
Sedih giler cite nih, takes the meaning of true love to a whole new level.
mcm jugak Romeo and Juliet, bile Romeo sanggup mati demi Juliet.
same jugaklah K yg sanggup korbankan kebahagiaan die, lepaskan Cream, utk kahwin ngn org lain, sebab die tak boleh bersama ngn Cream.
Cream, pulak, sanggup berkahwin tanpa dasar cinta pd Cha Joo Hwan, demi nk penuhi impian K, without him knowing.
saddest part is, when K died, Cream took her own life, sebab die tak boleh hidup tanpa K.
huhu..the ending was touching, sad..especially, bile last2 Cha Joo Hwan tinggal sorg, without Cream, as his wife.
huhu. korg tengoklah cite ni nnt..br leh phm ape org terangkan td..:)

ni Trailer die..T__T

LiNe yoUr EyEs

what?? line your eyes? heheh..
what i meant was, line your eyes with sexy eyeliners..define your eyes..for the eye is the most attractive feature a girl can have,agreed??..>.<
im like any other girls out there, well, not all the girls, perhaps..
i like make up, i don't LOVE putting on make up..:P
cuz i hv no idea whatsoever on how to put on a make up, i'll go as far as lining my eyes..that's about it..
but i wish to learn, i mean, who doesn't want to look good? especially when you're a girl..:)
seeing all those models, having such flawless skin, make up seems nothing to them, it just enhance their beauty much more..:)
as for me??? darn, i don't have a flawless skin, i got scars and marks all over..
hurm, maybe not as worse as those peeps with very, very sensitive skin though..
arghhh!! stop it..hehehhe..i wasnt gonna talk about my skinnn..:P

what i really wanna talk about is....EYELINER!!!!
this is the only thing i like, to put on..i like the darkness it gives one's personality..
hehe, i know, i sound gothicky..:P
so, i collect eyeliners..:P
but i don't really use them as often as i should..:P
just a few days ago, i bought 2 new ones from revlon..
its Revlon's luxurious color eyeliner..what's interesting about this thing, is that, its a smudge eyeliner..
means, u can wear it as a eyeshadow by smudging it..:)
i got them for a good price..:), hard to resist..:P
i'm still working on how to use it though..blahhh..
looking for a simple technique for a perfect eyeline..:P

love or LOVE?

what's the first thing that comes to your mind when you think about LOVE?
What kind of love?
True love? Family love? Friendly love?
well, for me, it means a lot of things..for instance, family love..
of course its not the same as LOVE, a man and a woman, but i think love you get from your family
is much more worth it..
its worth fighting for, after all, love for your mom and dad is what will get you somewhere..
i feel that, its the only love aside from the love from friends, that i can really count on..
they will always be by your side at times when you need them..

As for LOVE, like love at first sight?
i have a hard time believing in it..given to past relationship, that left me completely sceptical, and prejudice towards guys, especially those who were sweet talkers..(i despise them by the way)^_^
i mean, what's the point, when you're the only one who thinks that what you had was true love.
you wasted your time, emotion, on something thats just not even worth a penny..seriously, girls,
get out of the relationship once you felt like you're the only one who cares..its not worth it..

the strangest thing i've seen nowadays, there's basically no definition of true love..
girls especially, falls in love soo easily, and claimed instantly that its their one love..
but once you broke up, then couple of days, weeks, months after that, you get into a new relationship..now saying the same thing.."oh, he's my soulmate, my one and only"
puffff!!! months later, he dumps you..yeah! so much for a true love huh??
what's their definition of LOVE? well, you see, how can it be true love, when everytime you broke up, and get a new boyfriend, still you called it as true love? euwwww...what tha hell?-_-"

So, this is my own personal opinion, not to bash anyone, just me, stating my opinion..
love is true, when you find a guy, who loves you for who you really are, not what he wants you to be..
a guy who is willing to accept your flaws and all..
a guy who won't judge you just because you're not perfect..
a guy who would do anything to make you happy,
a guy who would give up his life for yours..
a guy who respect you as a human being, respect your family, and take in as his family
a guy who can guide you towards being a better person, (dpt bimbing kita spy jd muslim yg lbh baik)
a guy who wants nothing else but to be with you for the rest of his life..
a guy who listens you, just you..(dgr mslh, bkn jd queen control)
a guy who you can trust and count on anything
a guy who you can lean on, in bad or good..
a guy who never abandons you in any kind of circumstances..

only when "that guy" comes along, would it be LOVE, sent by GOD..ALLAH, for each and everyone..for He knows who will complete each and everyone of us..for He is our creator..:)

YAALLAH, Kau tentukan untukku jodoh yg baik..
Yg baik, datangnya hanya dr Kau,
amin..:)

Extreme cheesy 6 pizza..

hai people..>.<
i'm sure everyone heard or seen on tv about the newest creation of PIZZA HUT..
of course all of you knew about tasty goodness pizzas they offer,
well, guess what, they've done again!!
For those who are extreme cheese lover like me,
you're gonna cried out soo loud that the neighboorhood's gonna file a complaint..:)
So, here it goes...
wait for it....wait for it...
jeennnng...jeeeennnngg...
drumroll pleaaaseee..:P




IT'S TIME FOR EXTREME CHEESY 6 PIZZA!!!!!

YESsssSS, you heard it right, you've seen right..
it's cheesy, it's good, it's HOT,it's DELISH!!
IT'S top with 6 amazingly delicious,mouthwatering cheeses
what cheese??? here's what
parmesan,romano,mozarella, Monterey Jack, cheddar, and provolone.
seee!!! don't you wanna cry?? >.<
i know I DO!!

I'm a cheese maniac, i love cheese so much, i even dreamt about it in my sleep..^_^
i love anything with cheese in it, you name it, cheesecake, cheese spread, cheese pasta, cheese soup(if there's any..hehe)
So, as soon as the advertisement about this particular cheesy pizza came out..
i was shouting on top my lungs, wanting to get my hands on it..
just by looking at it, makes me salivate..hehehhe
Just few days ago, on SUnday that is, my friends and I decided to try it out..
We went to the nearest PIZZA HUT in town..
Me and my girls were over the moon once we entered the restaurant..seeing most of the customers are eating the cheesy 6 pizza..
So, we got seated ,given the menu, and started ordering..
we chose the good deal of the cheesy 6 pizza..
RM 38, consist of one LARGE cheesy 6 pizza, four bowls of mushroom soups, one plate of garlic bread, and one jug of carbonated drink..
what else can you ask for? cheap price for the meal fit for a king..:)

here's a snippet of our happy faces..:P


patiently waiting..:P

hehehe, and then arrival of EXTREME CHEESY 6 PIZZA...
we stared in awe of the greatness of the cheeziness...
a moment of silence upon the pizza in front of us..
the smokiness coming out of the piping hot cheesy goodness..
we went crazy in a split second..T__T

look at the cheese!!!!
looks too good to eat..
no matter how HOT it was, we just could'nt wait any longer,
we basically attacked the pizza..:P
every bite feels heavenly, it's like an explosion of cheeziness in your mouth..
wanting more and more bites..:)

don't believe me?? here, what do you think??


after countless bites, we ended up finishing the whole pizza..
mind you, it was a LARGE PAN..and we finished it..:P

see the look on our face, it screamed fullness, and satisfaction..:)

yeayy..squeky clean...:)

So, what are you guys waiting for..
GO...GO.. and try it NOW....

i know i will go for a second round..hehehhe
because....

I'M CRAZY ABOUT CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE!!!!!!!!

Pentingnya meminum air mineral

salam selasa buat semua..:)
hari ni,wa ade 2 kelas,tp wa pegi kelas pagi jer,kekeke
wa tak larat nk pegi kelas tutorial kol 2 td..
eh..eh, asal cm gangster sgt bahase diri "wa..wa" nih..tak de sje je.
haaa, dh terlanjur bgn tdo, nk la mengupdate blog...
nk cite la sikit psl pentingnyer kite minum byk air, yg seperti di syorkan oleh doktor
atleast sehari 8 gelas air, ehem, air putih yer, bkn air manis or berkabornat.
dlu org just iyer2 kn jer fact 2, tp, tak sedar about the significant importance of it..
until laa this last few days, org susah nk "wee..wee",hehehe
plus, sakit giler bahagian pinggang kot, sebelah kiri..
first i thought it was nothing, then lame2 makin teruk, tried drinking water a lot,
tp, tak elok, and tak kurang pn sakit..
smlm gigih gak la pegi klinik, yer laa, takut kot, sebab sakit kt kidney..
pegi2, doktor tny"yes,sakit ape?""haa, doktor, sy de problem nk buang air, ad sakit pinggang"
doktor 2 pn tekan2 bahagian belakang org, and amik temperature dahi, it was 37 darjah celcius..
pastu die suh bg urine sample, huhuh tak suke bab nih ok..
then, die check, first thing die ckp, "its very dirty la"..ceitttttt, mau tak takut aku..
terus die tny "u tak minum plain water ker?" "u atleast kne minum 1 botol besar mineral sehari tau"
huhuhu, terkedu sekjap, bkn ape, org mmg slalu minum air, just that mse cuti sem br2 nih,
galak sgt minum air manis, berkabornat except plain water
yela, kt umh mcm2 air berperisa wujud kt kaunter dapur kannn, tak pulak tergoda tgk..:P
dh dgr doktor ckp cm2, nyesal plak tak minum plain water, klu tak, mst tak sakit..
doktor ckp, i got urine infection, and kidney infection, means, kuman dh msuk kidney..
ini br permulaan bnd yg boleh jd serius doktor ckp, pergh!!
takut siot, die explain klu kurng minum, and tak treat d infection, kidney boleh rosak,
bile rosak kne buat dialisis, if that doesnt work, kena get kidney transplant..
hebat kan doktor nih, kasi cuak tahap gigil patient die..T_____T
die bg 3 jenis ubat, 1 utk angin n pain, suppose to relax n kembangkn ginjal org
1 lg antibiotics utk bunuh kuman,kne mkn smpai hbs..
1 lg ubat air, mixture of potassium citrate, tuk flush out the bacteria.tuk ubat nih, kne minum byk air..
yg xbest nyer bile mkn ubat tuk relax my ginjal, sakit ok,
rs mcm kne squeeze, kne tarik je kidney..
plus, frequent visit to the toilet..huhu..>.<
So, bg kwn2 ku, yg nk merase sakit cm org, sila2 jn minum plain water,
teruskan minum air yg tidak sihat..heheh
come to think about it, plain water ni byk khasiat nyer, korg search la kt google,
mmg la tak de rase, and for most people, plain water TAK SEDAP, tp,
biarla something 2 TAK SEDAP, TAKDE WARNA, asalkan ia bgs tuk kesihatan kite
nak ke sakit? yg boleh affect the rest of our life? depending on medicine all of ur life?
TAK NAK kan,so, ape kate, kite jage diri kite sebelum kite sakit?
hehehhe, ini bkn peringatan tuk korg saje, tp tuk org jugak..
len kli, jn galak sgt minum air manis, dh minum, counter blk ngn berbotol2 air mineral..:)

Skin79 beblesh cream hot PINK!

its SUnday..and its kinda slow for me..no idea what to do..:P
So, i was thinking i might just update my blog..thats why i wanna share with you about something.
Im sure you've heard about BB cream right? its a new beauty line that seems to get attention from women around the world.
BB cream stands for Blemish Balm, like a concelear cum foundation cum skincare product.
Mostly popular in Korea, Japan, and most Asian countries. Men and Women uses this BB cream on their daily basis, its more like a skincare than a cosmetic, you see.
BB cream was originally used by dermatologist in order to help laser surgery patients to protect and soothe sensitive skin while providing light coverage for post-laser scars, acne and other blemishes. In additionally, BB cream encourages skin regeneration and helps to maintain youthful skin.
It was formulated in Germany, containing skin regenerating formula and provides skin natural coverage.
I searched online about this newest craze beauty industry, just to check it out. That is when i found Skin79 cosmetic line, well they mainly focus on BB cream line. It wasnt the first time i heard about it, Skin79 is an established brand of BB cream line. Skin79 has a lot of different types of BB cream, a lot of range that people can choose from. Reviews i found online was that, it can heal acnes and pimples scar, lighten your skin, makes your skin supple and much more.

I have sensitive skin,acne scars so i thought about giving it a try, but before i even bought it, my sister already went ahead of me. hehe, she bought it first. The one she bought was Skin79 Hot Pink Beblesh Cream. She has acne n pimples from time to time, nt worse than me, since im the one living in Melaka. yeah, in a way im blaming the surrounding, and unclean water in Melaka,hehe. My skin got worse when i got here, seriously. ive tried everything to make it better, but nothing seems to be working right.

My sister seems to like the BB cream, it works on her skin, i tried some on my skin for several weeks, i like the result, it makes my skin smoother, scars lighten. BUt it worked while i was in my hometown, now that im back in Melaka, starting a new sem. My skin nt cooperating with me, i even bought myself SKin79 Hot Pink.

Anyways, im keeping it. Gonna keep using it. See if it would miracle on my skin..uhuhuhu..

hari yg penuh warna warni..:)

haaaa..nape org ckp hari ni, penuh dgn warna warni, ala2 rainbow gituu..:P
sebab musababnyer,hari ni byk sgt kejadian2, or event2 yg sungguh mencuit hati, ngn agak mereng la yg terjadi..
hehe, okeh, kol 4-ish ptg td, org, Wan Syamimi AImi,Sherliza hilmiy, syazana, sonia,jalan2 kt DP tgk wayang(cite LIfe as we know it)
ok la cite tue,lawak2 sentimental la..:P
pas2 kol 10-ish, ktorg grk g kedai subaidah, lapa la ktekan pas tgk wayang.
cr2 tmpt duduk, dpt la tmpt belakang this one group of chinese people.
sedap2 ktorg sembang2, gelak2 cm org gile, org perasan yg some of the chinese duk pandang2 ktorg, mule2 aku HOT la gak, ye la, pehal tgk2, sengih2, pandang atas bwh, cm de yg xkena..
merepek la aku sorg2 marah kt dorg nih, then tetibe one of the lady started mumbling something to us, in mandarin(as if la aku paham) yg aku dpt tngkap" nie #$^% shou shew maa?", ala2 ko phm ke ape ktorg ckp??
of course aku ngn muke BLUR aku, ngn mulut separuh ternganga pandang je die..:)
excuse me for being clueless since my national language is Bahasa Malaysia ngn international language im capable of speaking is English.mandarin however is not my major..:P
so what the hell la kn, nasib baik one of them reti ler skit ckp english.."do you understand what she said?"
ktorg pn geleng2 pale..sengih2..mase tue Sonia ngn muke bengangnyer gaye cm nk gaduh dh, "what? what she said?"
heheh, that other lady ckp..die puji ktorg, beautiful..(agak rase mcm nk terjun dlm semak xnk kuar2)(tetibe rase maybe dorg nih ade masalah penglihatan kabur agaknyer)heheh
aku ngn mimi terus tergamam, next thing we knew we were laughing like hell, while blushing pretty badly..:P
terus xjd nk mkn, sumpah malu nk mampus..
rs cm xsenang duduk aku ngn mimi, they kept turning at us, looking..dont know what, then next thing they started taking pictures of us..org keliling duk tgk ktorg in a weird kind of way..huhuh
muke mimi dh resemble lobster rebus dh..merah nk mampus..hehhehe
ble makanan dh smpai, nk mkn pn xlalu, rs mcm nk tmpal roti canai tang muke cabut lari laju2..hehehhe
then, when they're about the leave, they asked permission to take pictures with us, perghhhh!!!
mimi ngn mandarin tunggang langgangnyer "ke yi ma? ke yi.."maknenyer boleh..:P
dorg pn ramai2 diri belakang ktorg tangkap gambar..sumpah xtau nk react cmne, peluh2 sejuk2 tgn, malu tahap gaban..:P
rupe2 dorg nih tourist dr taiwan, looking at the way the talk n their look, unlike malaysian chinese..:P
haih, pas dorg blik, ktorg gelak mati kt subaidah tue..huhu
then, ble ktorg nk g byr plak, ade 4 org abg2 nih, duk pandang2 ktorg, sengih2, haih, risau aku, pe lg yg xkene ngn ktorg nth..dr strt bgn g kaunter smpai la hbs byr, sengih2 dorg..
huhuhu..macam2 kejadian yg betul2 mencabar kewarasan kami yg memang kurang waras nih..kekeke..

haaa, tujuan blog nih, bukan nk menggedik2 yer, cuma sekdar nk berkongsi kisah lucu kami..
jn plak ade yg merase kami menunjuk2 plak, sape yg meluat, sila2 lah tekan butang X di ats yer..:)

there's no hassle free in mmu

salam..
its wednesday in melaka, and i still havent got over my flu..but atleast on a brink of recovery
papa n mama hd been spending the night at my apartment for 3 days since last sunday, so, today they went back to KL, my sister's house.
Now that they've gone, i feel empty again, no one to talk to,even though i got my housemates, its never the same. parents are parents, friends are friends, no similarities there you see..:)
Aiyark, my days are gonna filled with boredom, stressed, anxiety, and much more overwhelming experiences. None that i'm looking forward to.
But i guess its just another day at the "office", right?? (tell me i'm right!!!)..>.<

Okay2, let's get back to business. Today, Syaz and I went to campus, to settle our subject registration manually. To do that we need to go the FBL admin office, to get the form, then get lecturer's and academic advisor's signature and stamp. JUst to get two signatures, we went back and forth FSER and FBL for hours. and we did on an EMPTY STOMACH!!!!
hheheehe, i know that sounded lame and a bit overreacting, but still, you can't do your work when you're hungry can you??(if you can, then maybe im lame):)

okay, so, we finally got signatures done by 12. We decided to get Dean's approval early tomorrow morning since today's queue was soo long. (kinda lazy wanna wait laa..hehe)
We went back home after lunch, reached home almost time for Zohor prayer.
relieved that part of our task is done, lets hope to get everything done before the real battle starts..:)

oh yeah, planning to watch movie this evening, just to hang out with the girls..
crossing my fingers that everything goes smoothly according to plan..:)
chaow, hope you guys have a great day!!

weheeehuuuu..

salam sume..hehe
hurmm, lamenyer x update blog nih..
well, i got exams, sem breaks,no internet..
mlsla nk update..
so, im back in melaka, starting new sem of hell..
ugh, it really feels horrible to be back here again..
but i got no other choice, gotta finish what i started..
every beginning has an end, i will get to the end of my beginning no matter what..:)
okay, start cerita laa..
mase sem break lepas, 2 minggu cuti, org ambik lesen kete, actually sambung lesen L laa
br sehari balik cuti, esoknyer terus blaja kete plak,
straight seminggu lebih blaja, huhu
tension bagai nk rak laa, tension sebab cikgu pompuan suke bebel
buat kalut org sungguh, geram AKU!
memang rs nk pelangkung je cikgu tue hari2, tp org punyer la tahan sabar,
sampai down terus, xde mood langsung ble blk umh pas blaja kete,.
tapi, org tawakkal buat solat hajat, mintak lulus JPJ..
Alhamdulillah, mase test JPJ ari 2, dpt pegawai yg baik giler,
xde masalah, lulus 1st try..punyer lega nk mampus.
brula nk merase cuti, walaupun sekejap, tp, merase la gak..
blik melaka, plak kalut register subjek..
haih, sabo je, terima dugaan dgn hati yg rela..
mintak2, dipermudahkan di hari akan datang..
lepas nih, insyaAllah, rajin2 org update blog, nk release tension..:P
xdpt maki depan, maki dlm blog on jdla kan..kekekekek..
okay, bye2..:)
to be continued......:P

kembali blogging..

salam..

huh, lm sungguh xmemblogging..:P

syok2 raye, xhingat nk update blog pn..

tp, raye xpuas, sbb seminggu lebih je dpt raye pastu trs final exam..

pape pn, raye thun nih sangat2 best, sangat2 giler, sangat2 meriah..

adik beradik sume balik ipoh, relatives,cousins ramai yg blik ipoh thun nh..

agak sangat camwhore la ngn dorg sume..:)

haruslah nk update gmbar kn...

nih haaaa!

lovely nieces
cousins n nephews
big sis,papa,mama,me
kuikui

esok ku tinggalkan melaka utk ipohku tercinta..

salam sume..
yezzzaaaa, mlm ni mlm terakhir di melaka..well, jz until end of raye..
xkesahla, aslkan leh balik raye..weeeeee...
xsabar nyer nk blik eskkkkkkkk!!!
be in my home, my own bed, my astro, kbs world, damn, i gonna watch marathons of korean drama!!!
raye nnt, tngkap gmbar byk2, melaram bj raye..jln2 umh sedare..mkn byk2,
arghh, heaven on earth, here i come...

balik kamping..oOoO..balik kampung

salam sume..

ade lg baki seminggu lg kite nk raye..

behhh!! xsabar weih nk raye...

most importantly, i can't wait to go back home..

spending what's left of ramadhan with my parent at home..

that would be soo much fun..

can't wait! and don't wanna think about final exams after that..(shutting down mode)

heheh, bju raye, checked! kasut raye, checked!

this year's raye, im making new resolutions..yup, wearing things i never wore before..

hehe, aku bli wedges shoes..wawaaawa...teringin nk jd feminine plak thun nih..

pas2, after wearing glasses all my life, aku nk pkai contact lenses this year..wewewewe

when i told my momsy about this, she laughed out loud..huhu, she told me to get coloured lenses instead of black..(no way, aku nk jd low profile bknnyer jd center of attention)

momsy knows her daughter best, she knows, i was never a girl in some sense..:)

sooo, tahun nih, aku nk kasi tukar cikit..:P

bile lg kan, better start now than never, sampai bile nk act like tomboy?

a lil spark of girliness won't hurt, right?

kehkehkehkeh...2 more days in melaka, then im off to ipoh!!!!!!!

selamat hari raya everyone!!

Human nowadays..

salam, hye, hello, anneyeoung...:)
15 days of fasting already..
time sure fly fast..i hardly realised its been 2 weeks since we started fasting..
next thing you know, raya is just few days away..im sighed!!

haa, back to the real topic..
im sure im not the only one who have the same doubt about human behaviour..
by way of human behaviour i mean, what some of us think about others..
ye laa, macam kadang2 "kawan kite" or "classmate"(nk kate kawan, xjugak), sometimes even all the time, have this sick feeling towards others, as in envy, jealousy, backstabbing etc..
i don't get it, why would you wanna feel all those negative emotions, towards others, who never bothered about you in the first place?
why is it soo important to these people to outdo others, by flaunting their expensives gadgets, convertibles, clothings, when no one even cared..
what do they get in return? if you say satisfaction..i'll ask you back, WHAT SATISFACTION???
is it obvious, when the people you intend to hurt, never show any signs that they care if you have latest gadgets, brand new car, brand new blackberry, brand new ipad..duhhhh..NOT INTERESTED...
u nk buat org sakit hati, tapi, last2 u yg plaing sakit..sakit duit, sakit malu, sakit lagi hati bile, turns out, org xpeduli pun pasal u langsung..worst, they didn't even notice you all this while..
kenape nk kacau hidup org len, klu org tue xpenah kacau hidup u? org giler jer yg buat keje macam tue..especially, when they don't have anything else in their life to depend on..
so, the only way they can have "fun", is by looking down on others..seriously, that's sick..real sick..
these people should get a life..PERIOD..get areal life, real friends that you sincerely care about, not because they're rich, or famous..because they're a true friends who doesn't care who you are, as long as you're willing to be a better person than you were before..
you'll be happier that way, rather than being surrounded by all those negative energy, negative thought..

"what lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us"
~Walt Emerson~

the world around me..

salam to all..:)

it has a week since we started fasting..

felt good, refreshed,LIGHTER..*wink*

i remember the first time i celebrated ramadhan in Melaka, away from home, away from family

damn, it was hard. i felt alone, no mama, cooking for me,waking me up for sahur,breaking fast together.

i guess it gave me a great deal of appreciation. finally realized how important those moments were.

just to be near with your loved ones, just sometimes soo precious, that its just not something you should take for granted.BIG TIME!

well, 4 years and 4 ramadhan later, i've grown accustomed with *puasa di perantauan* thingy..

only by luck, i could spend ramadhan at least a week at home, thats if MMU *cracked*lecturers let us go off early. finish all those crazy syllabus on time, giveus the break that we desperately need.

there was one time, or two..couldn't remember much these day*studying law apparently decreasing my memory capacity*

i only managed to fast at home 2 days before the eid..man, was i disappointed, heheh

but i believe there's always light is every misery..even for a short time, at least i got a family to spent it with, there are those out there who are unfortunate than me, or any of us.

now~august 2010~almost 4th or 5th ramadhan*i hate numbers period, n bad memory,diam sudeyh*

this year's the best, because im spending it with my dearest frens!

lately, i know, i realized , i've been constantly talking about friendship and stuff. for those who wanna spew after reading them, you can always click on the X up there, no biggie..

hehe, what can i say, i have no other relationships, that i would rather cherish, and brag about other than my lasting friendship and my family laa!. yes, it last! unlike some, im pretty sure what my friends n i have are real, and true. ours are based on trust, love, and support.

its kinda funny, and a bit despicable to see there are something called phony friendship.

believe me, it exist! i've seen it everyday in my life. Boy, have i learnt a lot in MMU...:)

well, as i just said, phony, as in, they're not really friends, but close enough? you see, they talk behind each other's back, all the time, criticizing each other, mocking, hating, whole lot of exaggeration.

its hard to define whether they're really friends or just pretending? why? because in front of the friend, they're soo close like GLUE, but the moment they're out the sight, all those bitchiness comes popping out. i just don't get it. if you hate them soo much, why stay friends, and put yourself through that pretentious being. its like, they're friends just to outdo each other in every sense of luxury, popularity, personality.

when all is built on a false foundation, then what is left for you to call truth? that spark that you can be proud of? it would be for nothing..

and you're spending your time, hating others, jealousy over other's happiness, success.

isn't much easier to accept that not everything is based on how rich you are, how popular you are in school? but simply because people wanna be your friend, because of who you really are~a nice, good friend~nothing else matters..*that's what i've learnt from my friends,they love me for who i am, and thats why i love them*

Soo, why don't you take a seat back, and immerse yourself in your thoughts, look back at what you've built in life..maybe it will make you a better person at the end of the day..=)