balik kamping..oOoO..balik kampung

salam sume..

ade lg baki seminggu lg kite nk raye..

behhh!! xsabar weih nk raye...

most importantly, i can't wait to go back home..

spending what's left of ramadhan with my parent at home..

that would be soo much fun..

can't wait! and don't wanna think about final exams after that..(shutting down mode)

heheh, bju raye, checked! kasut raye, checked!

this year's raye, im making new resolutions..yup, wearing things i never wore before..

hehe, aku bli wedges shoes..wawaaawa...teringin nk jd feminine plak thun nih..

pas2, after wearing glasses all my life, aku nk pkai contact lenses this year..wewewewe

when i told my momsy about this, she laughed out loud..huhu, she told me to get coloured lenses instead of black..(no way, aku nk jd low profile bknnyer jd center of attention)

momsy knows her daughter best, she knows, i was never a girl in some sense..:)

sooo, tahun nih, aku nk kasi tukar cikit..:P

bile lg kan, better start now than never, sampai bile nk act like tomboy?

a lil spark of girliness won't hurt, right?

kehkehkehkeh...2 more days in melaka, then im off to ipoh!!!!!!!

selamat hari raya everyone!!

Human nowadays..

salam, hye, hello, anneyeoung...:)
15 days of fasting already..
time sure fly fast..i hardly realised its been 2 weeks since we started fasting..
next thing you know, raya is just few days away..im sighed!!

haa, back to the real topic..
im sure im not the only one who have the same doubt about human behaviour..
by way of human behaviour i mean, what some of us think about others..
ye laa, macam kadang2 "kawan kite" or "classmate"(nk kate kawan, xjugak), sometimes even all the time, have this sick feeling towards others, as in envy, jealousy, backstabbing etc..
i don't get it, why would you wanna feel all those negative emotions, towards others, who never bothered about you in the first place?
why is it soo important to these people to outdo others, by flaunting their expensives gadgets, convertibles, clothings, when no one even cared..
what do they get in return? if you say satisfaction..i'll ask you back, WHAT SATISFACTION???
is it obvious, when the people you intend to hurt, never show any signs that they care if you have latest gadgets, brand new car, brand new blackberry, brand new ipad..duhhhh..NOT INTERESTED...
u nk buat org sakit hati, tapi, last2 u yg plaing sakit..sakit duit, sakit malu, sakit lagi hati bile, turns out, org xpeduli pun pasal u langsung..worst, they didn't even notice you all this while..
kenape nk kacau hidup org len, klu org tue xpenah kacau hidup u? org giler jer yg buat keje macam tue..especially, when they don't have anything else in their life to depend on..
so, the only way they can have "fun", is by looking down on others..seriously, that's sick..real sick..
these people should get a life..PERIOD..get areal life, real friends that you sincerely care about, not because they're rich, or famous..because they're a true friends who doesn't care who you are, as long as you're willing to be a better person than you were before..
you'll be happier that way, rather than being surrounded by all those negative energy, negative thought..

"what lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us"
~Walt Emerson~

the world around me..

salam to all..:)

it has a week since we started fasting..

felt good, refreshed,LIGHTER..*wink*

i remember the first time i celebrated ramadhan in Melaka, away from home, away from family

damn, it was hard. i felt alone, no mama, cooking for me,waking me up for sahur,breaking fast together.

i guess it gave me a great deal of appreciation. finally realized how important those moments were.

just to be near with your loved ones, just sometimes soo precious, that its just not something you should take for granted.BIG TIME!

well, 4 years and 4 ramadhan later, i've grown accustomed with *puasa di perantauan* thingy..

only by luck, i could spend ramadhan at least a week at home, thats if MMU *cracked*lecturers let us go off early. finish all those crazy syllabus on time, giveus the break that we desperately need.

there was one time, or two..couldn't remember much these day*studying law apparently decreasing my memory capacity*

i only managed to fast at home 2 days before the eid..man, was i disappointed, heheh

but i believe there's always light is every misery..even for a short time, at least i got a family to spent it with, there are those out there who are unfortunate than me, or any of us.

now~august 2010~almost 4th or 5th ramadhan*i hate numbers period, n bad memory,diam sudeyh*

this year's the best, because im spending it with my dearest frens!

lately, i know, i realized , i've been constantly talking about friendship and stuff. for those who wanna spew after reading them, you can always click on the X up there, no biggie..

hehe, what can i say, i have no other relationships, that i would rather cherish, and brag about other than my lasting friendship and my family laa!. yes, it last! unlike some, im pretty sure what my friends n i have are real, and true. ours are based on trust, love, and support.

its kinda funny, and a bit despicable to see there are something called phony friendship.

believe me, it exist! i've seen it everyday in my life. Boy, have i learnt a lot in MMU...:)

well, as i just said, phony, as in, they're not really friends, but close enough? you see, they talk behind each other's back, all the time, criticizing each other, mocking, hating, whole lot of exaggeration.

its hard to define whether they're really friends or just pretending? why? because in front of the friend, they're soo close like GLUE, but the moment they're out the sight, all those bitchiness comes popping out. i just don't get it. if you hate them soo much, why stay friends, and put yourself through that pretentious being. its like, they're friends just to outdo each other in every sense of luxury, popularity, personality.

when all is built on a false foundation, then what is left for you to call truth? that spark that you can be proud of? it would be for nothing..

and you're spending your time, hating others, jealousy over other's happiness, success.

isn't much easier to accept that not everything is based on how rich you are, how popular you are in school? but simply because people wanna be your friend, because of who you really are~a nice, good friend~nothing else matters..*that's what i've learnt from my friends,they love me for who i am, and thats why i love them*

Soo, why don't you take a seat back, and immerse yourself in your thoughts, look back at what you've built in life..maybe it will make you a better person at the end of the day..=)

Im A K-PoP ADdiCt!

im a music lover..

i can't live without music..

music is my life..

i like listening to all genres of music..

pop, rock, hip hop,rnb, etc

but my all time addiction..

K-POP!!!!!

yesh, korean pop music..

its stuck in my head all the time..

can't get enough of it..

bcz, the beat are awesome, since they're dance group..

the choreography,MV are AWESOME!!

the korean boys,BOYBAND..OMG!!!

jaw dropping handsomeness..seriously..

they're prettier than girls..

i wanna go to their concert in

the future i HOPE!

here's some of the bands..

UPdatEs

hello..hello..

raya dh nk dkt..*27 hari je lagik*

soo, im pretty sure everyone's preparing for

raya already..

for the ladies, of cz la nk kuruskan bdn, cantikkan kulit..

but for some, *like myself*, ACNE!!!

yup, acne, scars, yg menjadi2,

gigihla mencari petua2 to get rid of those problems..

thts y, skg nih, org jmp new method, ASAM JAWA!

yes2, asam jawa..org dlu2, gne asam jawa sebagai

mask, or pupur muka.

klu kte skg, pkai mask yg berlambak kt kdai2, guardian, watson bagai

org dlu2, natural punye, murah plak 2..

cmne??

care2 nyer, ade byk care gne asam jawa nih..here's some:

1. campurkan air asam jawa*pekat skit la*, garam, bedak sejuk.sapu kt muke, biarkan semalaman.

2. 2 sudu tepung ubi, campur ngn air asam jawa, biar pekat. buat masker muke..

3. tumbuk seinci or dua inci kunyit hidup n campurkan ngn asam jawa. sapu pd kulit yg bermasalah, biar 20 minit, cuci hingga bersih.InsyaALLAH, kulit sukar tumbuh jerawat dan lebih halus.

p/s: klu nk lebih afdal, sebelum apply kt muka, selawat 3 kali. InsyaALLAH, mujarab hendaknyer..

org br cuba asam jawa ngn bedak sejuk, best..:)

third day fasting

im missing my family badly..

i miss my mom..

i miss cooking with my mom from breaking fast n sahur..

going to bazaar ramadhan..

hurm...

selamat berpuasa kawan2..

tanggal 11/8/2010, bermulalah ramadhan yg pertama..

walaupun tak dpt puasa kt hometown, dgn family, tp, still dpt puasa dgn kawan2..

memang lain rasenye puasa kt rmh, dgn kt campus..

of course la, kt rmh kte sahur dgn family, mak masakkan, mkn pn selera..

berbuka plak dpt pg bazaar ramadhan yg meriah, juadah yg kte suke dr kecik lg.

tibe je puasa jauh dr rumh, mmg terase sgt..

especiallu ble mula2 masuk U, time first time kne puasa jauh dr rumah ngn family..

mau meraung gak la sorg2, hari2 tepon mak, nangis2 nk balik rumah, nk puasa kt rumah la bagai..

*hehe*, skg dh almost 4 years puasa kt U..i think i've gotten used to it now..

just that Melaka ni, xbyk choice of good food. food that i like to eat since a child..plus, Melaka xreti masak sgt LOL..haih..T__T,nasib aku tercampak kt Melaka ni..

pun gitu, atleast aku jumpa kawan2 yg aku boleh mengaku dgn ikhlasnyer, PRECIOUS TREASURE..:)

Wan Syamimi Aimi, this bubbly cutesy with the heart of gold gal i nvr thought i'd close too(besela aku kn ssh nk wat kwn)

Syazana, quiet,timid yet sweet gal, whom u can't help falling for..

Sonia, a strong, determined gal, who always hv a firm stand on what she believes..

Sherliza, a vividly strong, kind hearted, sweet gentle friend..who u can lean on when ur abt to fall to the ground

Anis Adilla, a gal of passion, aspiring words of wisdom, high level of confidence..*oh hw i wish i hv hers*

all these girls, i love them dearly, they hold such a special place in my heart n life..

i dont know wht i'd do without them..:)

hehehehehheeh...

okeh2, back to the topic of the day..

dua hari lepas, aku start batuk2, mule2 batuk2 bese la, pas2 jd batuk kering la plak..

aku plak gatai sgt minum soya sejuk, pas2 paling bisa, AIR TEBU..

terus hilang suara..completely lost..i sound like a broken cassette!!

even a few lines of words, i ws literally shouting on top of my lungs, still people cant hear me..

it was as if i didnt open my mouth...urgh!! frustrating sangat tau x..

*hehe*, tak pe laa..dugaan puasa Allah yg bg kt aku..dpt la hapuskan dosa2 kecik time puasa ni..

ku terima seadanyer..i guess its not soo bad, not speaking for few days..:)

lalalalalala

dah hari rabu..4/8/2010
lagi 7 hari nk puasa..heheheh
best2! xsabar nk bukak puasa ramai2,
pegi bazaar ramadhan ngn kengkawan..
tapi, kalau puasa kt rumah ngn family lagi best, bermakne..*eceh*
xpe laa, dh bese 4 thun dh cmni..:)
eh..eh..nk cite bende len sebenarnyer..
hari ni Wan Syamimi Aimi, ajk mandi pool ptg nih,
pastu dinner BAKSO mantapzzz..
katenyer kol 4 something, skg dh kol 4.28ptg..
hurm, mlm kol 8-10mlm, ade la plak kelas
jurisprudence, haih..bosan
pening pale, mynt zan merapu2 kang..
trs migrain aku..
whatever lah..
soo, tgh tunggu roger2 dr cik Syamimi Aimi on the go..
cheq br bgn tdo, pas solat zuhur kol 4 td*ekek*
perut dh keroncong plak lah..
nk godek dapur ade ape tuk d makan..:)

p/s: akan mengupdates pictures cuti last week laaa...xbanyak, tp ade laa gk..:)
and also pics ptg nih punyer..:)