Wednesday, May 27, 2015

the struggle

Salam..people of the world..
have you ever wonder what your life would be like if you actually follow your heart's desire instead of trying to play safe ?
recently, that thought has been stuck in my head, i would imagine what my life would possible turn out if i'd just do what my instinct tells me.
but all that being said, what past is past. it won't do you or me any good wouldn't it?
my motto now, is just keep pushing forward like a huge bulldozer, squishing everything negativity that sets to be out of my way.
i'm in my torturous  pupilage period, well 9++ months to be precise, everyday waking up, getting ready for "work" seems like hard labor, because i do not enjoy going to the office, AT ALL..
don't get me wrong, the people(4 including me) are awesome, but the HEAD is not.
haha, what head you ask? am just gonna let you figure the simple puzzle,haha
i'm not learning what i'm supposed to, i'm not inspired as i should be. there's hardly any work coming in, i end up just browsing the net (one good point, the awesome INTERNET thank GOD).
knowledge? the web, friends, staffs, books..practical training by the HEAD, none, zero, nada'
haha, if you expect me to beg for work or knowledge from someone who is just obnoxious in my eyes, you can just shove that thought up your A#&!*..p/s: YOU i don't mean you the reader, i mean the HEAD..hehehe
okay for now,better stop the mumbling of nonsense rampage..:P

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